Fiona's Post: What's it like to have a crush?

As you all must know, I don't have a crush.
I've never had one before.
There's nothing wrong with that. You guys used to think that having a crush is wrong.
But I've always wondered how it feels like to have a crush.
I even tried to focus on having a crush on someone before. It didn't work. 
Lexi and Helen told me what it's like to have a crush and a boyfriend. From her experiences, Lexi had said she loved James like an ex boyfriend who didn't like her anymore and had fallen for somebody else (which must be Jessie). Then when she tried to 2dump him, she had felt a total obsession to be with him, to make him like her. I guess that's why it's so hard to get over a crush. But she's over with just a few minor side effects.
Helen said having a boyfriend like Halon felt reassuring, like you could always have someone to turn to and when you're lonely or sad, you always had someone to love and feel better. Poor Helen. Hearing that made me realize just how sad it is when a boyfriend dumps you. That's one reason added to my list of reasons of why I don't want a boyfriend.
But Halon's mean, so I guess Helen's just lucky she had him, or if it was a better boyfriend, she would've been even more heart broken. It's just logic guys.
I'd say James or Kaden and Kate would be good people to have a crush on. They're really nice and caring and won't be mad and annoying about just one tiny little single thing.
We've asked Kate if she's had a crush before and she said in grade two she had a crush on this guy called Daniel. Never heard of him before, but Kate came to Malibu in grade 3. I don't remember where she was from, but I definitely remember that it was a really awesomely famous place like Los Angeles or Las Vegas or something. I definitely remember that people oohed and ahhed over what she said about where she came from. I guess that's one reason she became so awfully popular.
Have you had a crush? It must be a little different from Lexi's, because she liked him like an "ex boyfriend."
Lexi's on vacation. She can't blog for two weeks. About two weeks.
Two bad. I like her stories.
I hope she's having fun. And reading this.